3 day no update my blog ad ~.~
Becoz ntg special. haha.
But now im gona write it :P
This few day, i feel so stress. haiz.
Everyday practice piano..Exam coming soon. making me nervous TT
Im jz like grounded. haiz. i no chance out wid fren.
i wanna having fun. but wad to do. mum don let.
i keep tell my frens 'mum don let'. i think they started sien le bah.
nt i don wan. is i cant make it. sob.
nowadays i aso gt chat wid my cousin about my stuff.
he gave me some advice. but i knew ad :(
I jz hope i can communicate wid my parents properly.
They even duno wad my feeling.
They tot they're always right. But HELL no!!
I noe they are caring me, and protecting me.
those i noe! im nt kid anymore.
i can feel it.
They did'nt noe wad im need.
just 3 week holiday! my frens can out. why i cant?
not fair at all!
I keep stay in home jz like normal day. haiz ntg special.
i think someday i realy gona become crazy.
no freedom! wth.
And! they wont believe me at all :(
I still rmb dadie told me that he believe me.
But u jz told. i cant feel it.
Tot im easily become bad?
Hell no! i already bad :x LOL jk.
Im 16 already.
I noe wad should i do.
wadever i say. both of u nvr believe me.
keep think those negative way.
nvr and nvr.
Main point is. I noe both of u are caring me!! THATS ALL!
but..aso nid to care my feeling ma. haiz.
Mum scold me and say : U gonna have a habit that always out already.
Wad the.....i oni out 3 times. haiz.
keep scolding me waste money ZZZzz..
Waste money? i jz waste on last saturday!
Tues gt? Weds gt? Bo barh!
ishh -.-
Jz now. A stranger number sudenly sms me barh.
So mean to me.
Said that 'Best fren' <<>
shit arh..
Dare say me but don dare admit.
Still keke sana -__-
Said i chg? said i don understand her?
I nvr chg at all pls! im still me =.= im jz bie :x LOL!
When cny, we watch movie. After movie they say wan back home.
Cant even accompany me.
Threw me alone in spring barh!
i diam diam there say ntg. Tahan oni.
so thats why i baru find my gan jie. haiz.
say i no care XXX? Wth! i everytime help u all. say me like this.
Everything blame on me larh? -__-
U all are still kids? everytime yi lai me..U all nt sien but im sien.
However i still diam diam there, nvr say anything.
now tell me that u all cant tahan lai say me larh?!
Answer take from me, Ask teacher thing aso call me, Ask me take this take that aso call me (becoz they paiseh).
I gt complain anything since form 1 til now? Shit! NO!
Say i no find them? Shit arh. every morning i go their class lorh.haiz.
say i gt new frens forgot old frens? OMG hell no~
if i gt new frens then why i still go their class every morning?
chicken excuse ==..
I noe that 'U ALL' wont read my blog. but nvm.
i jz try to calm myself down. and scold something in here.
and. Ahem Ahem. Thks for ur worry eh. Im realy touced x)
u noe who u are. if u read my blog XP!
From - Debbie.
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