My story is about ME and HIM.

Time flies, it's time to wake up.
My childhood was end long time ago, and I never realised.
I just appreciate what I have now.
Families, My boy, My besties, My friends, My cousins, and so on.
I have my target on my future,
I want to live my life with those all i appreciate.
Smile everyday and I believe nothing's impossible.
Although how sucks,how hard of my life, there were many people be there for me.
They give me caring, support, advice, love and suggestion.

To my love ones:
I won't care how long we need to go,
I just care how much we love each other.
I won't care how hard the road,
I just care if you're beside, everything it's fine.
I won't care how busy you are,
I just care you remember to tell me that you miss me.
Just wanna let you noe you're everything to me.

I told myself i can change.
For you, for myself.
I believe I can do it,
Go ahead and show everyone, MS.DINGDING !


2010年5月31日

Ntg to write lerh. realy dam boring TT.
I slpt at 6am and woke at 3.30pm :)
pro bor? xDD
It was so nice to slp~
Do same thing everyday -__-
slp,eat,online,piano. sobz.
I've make alot of frens. i love this feel. haha x)
And,
I miss my jimui. awww.
although jz 2 day ago met oni :x
How am i going to live for this 20+ day holiday ~.~
Sienz die.
Ntg special making me feel don wanna write bloggie jor x)
Goodbyeeeeee.

2010年5月30日

Boring Sunday.

Ytd night headache :(
over tired. ate 2 panadol -.-
before slp keep think tio freddy barh :x
hahaha~ but at last aso can sleep till so sweet le. xD

Haiz. feel so hurt. hurt and hurt agn.
Who can save me pls? :(

2010年5月29日

Having fun wid frens~

I had a wonderful and fun saturday :D
But sibeh tired lol (>﹏<)
I woke early in the morning - 8am :x
im nt so siao larh.hahaha. some ppl woke in 6-7 -_-
The spring super alot ppl. I hot die chin chin.
can let ppl push die :X
sumore so squeeze le. ltr stranger fei li :O!! LOL!! hahas jkjk.
and Siengz so dam crazy~ hahaha. shout like -.-....speechless lol.
realy feel wanna complain digi loh..Alot ppl bought the ticket but ntg aso de..
Lucky i no buy. realy nid album baru can take signature :O
digi realy makan $$ de.. TT
if u wanna buy the ticket. nid to sign up XXX package and buy the album. nid to pay more @.@

I sawww alot ppl today :D!
especialy highians -.-
I saw de is mostly my frens larh..haha.
i *special* saw tio Ah Zhui korkor and Ah hao didi :x hahaha
bo saw tio jie X___x

Xiao pig realy dam lengzaii TT..fall in love wid him! LOL!!
i can feel that he is sick loh..
声音有点沙哑 when singing. sing 1 song oni -_-
He aso wearing spec. cant see his eyes @_@ he scare he fang dian ppl har? xD
Siengz help me take his poster :D i aso duno take lai zomok ==
I oni saw him face 1 time nia :x
Who ask me too short TT...cant see tio :/

After that. we went kbox^^
Wow im so clever. i reserved for room first :X hahaha.
Dam alot ppl @_@..Stay in a room for 4 hours ~.~
sing till bo lat ki. voice aso chged.
Finaly i can sing my fav song :/ hoho~

Then we went for movie after kbox xD
Outside the cinema. i saw ah seng and botak agn :x
they was bluring after saw me. LOL!! xD
Lucky 1 hour before the movie start we bought the ticket -_-
full till die. I first time..sit first row in the cinema of my life T______T
my neck :/ erk duno how say. haha.
but nvm larh. watch nightmare. so try 1 time (>﹏<)
the movie dam -.- so shock ppl ==.
and bloodyy X__X
but i still can slp 2night xDD hahaha.
Sit till pigu pain =.=

After that we went for donut :P eat my fav flavour. choco xDD
Dam sweet. But i try for the first time oni lar.haha.

Play until 7pm baru back home le.
Then sudenly i noticed that my piano homework haven done yet -__-
Tot today is friday. haha @@
so..simply do le - - doesnt care anything coz i aso duno how do xD

Sudenly i have a headache ==. fel aslp ki. slp until 12am.
Wake up and eat my supper - Mee Goreng :x
haha. coz nt realy eat tio something for today le.

And now im blogging and fb :P
On the other hand, Mr. Fabian was nagging me to slp :x hahaha!
I wanna do some stuffs. Goodbye My bloggie :P

I love today (>﹏<)
Although regret for digi :x hahaha.
Goodnite :D
❤❤


2010年5月28日

哎哟..假期好闷 (>﹏<)
每天睡到下午才起身..
哈哈哈~
但是很容易作噩梦- -
不知道为什么..

明天明天 :DD!!
我不能等了 :x 哇哈哈
明天要早起,打扮- -还有等Aaple来载 xD
Enjoy tmr~
Flora, Aaple, Siengz and Me ❤
Have fun yea ^^

2010年5月27日

Boring Teacher Day.

Today dam boring arh. sobs.
whole afternoon i cant online. oni can slp T^T
my chick bro online whole day still mai let me - -..kelian

Hapie Teachers day, Teachers (some oni :x) :)
This year de performances quite boring de. most of the student sing oni.
cant high ~.~
form3 girls dance 'sorry sorry'..kns -__-
不整齐1..dance till bo lat bo lat aso =.=
wan high aso cant. hahaha.
Mr. Lim let us in new block 'kua kua' xD
i oni take 1 pic -_-


prefects working :x

That's aaple x) hahaa..
corridor quite 阔的..
After open school we can use new classroom ady^^

Mum brought me go 'mister bean' for lunch x)
i love the 糖水 :/


Let me eat till half le :x
薏米+豆腐花+黑糖
nice chin nice chin xDD

2010年5月26日

Last day of Hell exam.

Wheeeeepie~
Finally finished exam :D!!
Damn relax now. hehe.
Holiday, Im coming~
就好像心里的一块石头一时之间消失了 x)
我好怕老师选我去sukan比赛,
好彩老师没选- - 不然我打死都不会去 (>﹏<)

Today is the 1st day without him.
I realy need to xi guan ownself not to thinking of him.
It's became my habit but i nid to delete it.
Biee! Don giv up :)
*自我安慰*
hahaha.
Nid to 'reset' my life now !
Wish me Luck :)
Friends, Love u guys.
为什么他一直在我脑海里出现...
我试着不再去想- -..
当我看到‘他’的档案又让我勾起上次的回忆..
想到就会想哭..
虽然我还是会想到他- -
我应该选择忘记?
为什么要让自己活的那么辛苦 -_-
我是不是要试试忘记过去?接受未来?
当然 :x 谁要活在过去啊..
我不想活在过去- - swt.
当我看到‘他’跟很多的‘某某人’很要好,我就会有奇怪的感觉..
不知道是吃醋~还是不爽..
为什么每次都是不公平~
咳..
累啊,我的心好累 :(
我要喝孟婆汤~ (>﹏<)
再次的受伤害,我终于‘真正’体会了..
我没后悔我所做的决定..
他不珍惜,他的损失..
我还可以找到更好的..对不对?(>﹏<)
朋友一直都跟我说的 :P

[相爱根本就没有那么容易,爱不是1+1]


只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中 属于我们的婚礼
却成 单人结婚进行曲
在 这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择自己
Woo~
撒娇的 可爱的 黏人的 爱哭的
照片里 曾经的 都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多
就 快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我

你 说我给你太多
却不能给我什么
分不清激情 承诺 永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔
是 因为我太爱你

2010年5月25日

又要过像以前的日子了 ❤
自由 :D
但是要习惯一个人的生活应该也要一段时间来适应吧.
很多人都安慰我. *感动*
谢谢你们.
我知道你们为我好 :)
放心,我现在很好
他不珍惜是他的损失 :x
我应该要往好的方面去想嘛 ~
虽然真的很伤, 我还需要一些时间为我的伤口疗伤 X__x
没关系,我有很多朋友可以陪我^^
所以又可以回到疯疯癫癫的日子了,哈哈..
为我自己加油 x)
虽然单身很孤单,但我还有一大堆朋友陪着我,应该不会觉得孤单吧 x)

Im Single But Unavailable :)
( 伤口还没好:P )

考试第⑨天

Can't sleep well last night.
连续几天睡眠不充足.
Sleepy mood in class.
Yesterday,
My tears going to drop after i heard that.
Quite disappointed.
Finally. i'd made my decision and no one could change it.

2010年5月24日

Arghhhh. chicken -_-
u duno im stressed kah?
now i aso haven exam piano yet. why so fast think tio diploma ki zzz..
u duno next year form5 i gt alot homework and project nid to do?
wtfff. ask me faster do project? = =
teacher aso haven giv yet. mai dreaming lah!
im nt robot ok. wan me stress till ki siao lu baru gam wan? mlm
wan me study diploma next year 除非 i drop till art class lah!
siennn..bo mood coz of u -_-

考试第⑧天

I can't sleep well yesterday night. haiz.
2-3hours+ only..
i also don't know. Maybe keep thinking of someone -__-
I felt sleepy whole morning. +_+
Today Acc paper damned hell hard o(︶︿︶)o
Puan Habsah out the question sure GG de lerh.
Once i start do. My brain empty ~.~
Duno should start from which part.
jurnal am, lejar am and buku tunai sure GG de le. T^T
Tmr Math paper 1.
later gotta bath. and have a nice dream -_-zzz

2010年5月23日

Moodless :O

我先声明,我不是吃醋.
I just angry that u break ur promise.
so. better don make a promise if u cant do it.
i hate it.
Don simply say that im jealous-ing.
and pls Don simply think.
Im fainted and tired on it.
I nvr say anything so don simply chg topic. swt -__-|||

2010年5月22日

Saturday :DD
1pm wake up (>﹏<)
Have a nightmare :O!
Ate my mum cook de mee again -__-
Then went Aunty Jenny there xDD
Aww. benlai fall in love wid a bag 1 :/
but my mum say easy outdated -.- so bo buy liao :x
LOL. and my mum buy b/p agn -_-|||

Then~~ shun bian go saberkas. I saw......
Mr. Fabian Jong :X LOL!
gt a 'shit' on ur face weiii xD
I wan satio T_______T aww.
nid wait few month then can buy -_-
Fall in love wid satio!!! ⊙﹏⊙

Then i go H&L blabla or other supermarket. swt chin.
Very boring 1 T^T
afterward My mum go dabao my dinner >_<
then we go yam cha :DD

Today 行程 du si aneh +_+
boring dieeeee.

I ❤ Take pic!! :DD

2010年5月21日

考试第⑦天

Ewww. Today fanny go sg :D
so nice man! Gona miss her lots :D
But next tues she come back ad :x
Ahaha.
5 year bo go liao. X__x
damn miss there :x
hahaa. but i wan go kl better than sg larh x)

Almostt finish exam lurhh~ dam hapie.
next monday still bi1,acc,sivik and math paper 1 lurh.
Tiaam arh. scare acc o(>﹏<)o

Saturday tmr~ aiyo..time passed very fast XD 一眨眼 -_-||| Hmph. Mum scold me that no mood / gt mood aso must play piano. sobz. aiyo. then why come ask me that i keep play wrong notes ytd? so kepo -_-#

╭∩╮(︶︿︶)╭∩╮ XDD
hahaa~ byes. gotta piano. nag by her (>_<)

2010年5月20日

考试第⑥天 520 ❤

Sejarah 开枪时间到 xD
然后睡大觉 :x
Me, Fanny, Sieng, Aaple slp lyk hell xDD
虽然只是短短的三十分钟..但是很好睡eh!
考数学的时候就下雨.
冷死 TT.
都 是Audrick害的- -
讲很热,屁股啊~.~

Today is 520 :DD 20th May :X
not I love you! hahaha x)
Ngam ngam today is me and 'him' de 3rd month anniversary o.O
whr gt so zhun?! TT~ my record XD
Hahahas.
Anyway. Love u always :X LOL!
so simple? blek. don care ~ haha.
Actualy nt me and him de lerh! is me and flora 1 :x
Love u flora :DD forever and ever XD!

**❤❤BB**

2010年5月19日

考试第⑤天

Addmath GG xD!
Bm2 i think GG soon also barh :x
So fast 5th day exam ad :)
Woohoo~ faster finish faster finish.
i very tired liaooo :(

2010年5月18日

Off day.

Haizzz. Jz wanna haiz -.-
Feel tired for everything ~
friendship,relationship,family :x
all larhh. ish!
friendship lerh? okok larh.still stable :x
relationship aso stable :x
family. unstable like shit. -__-
Although I scare anything that happen on the future,
but i will 勇敢面对 :x LOL!

神 啊~来救救我吧 = = ( a song isit? -.- swt )
so hard to settle something. aww T__T
make me more bo sim to study jor..
seriously. i duno wad r u thinking TT
u keep say the same thing. -.-
nvr ever listen wad i said.
Why u keep think the negative way..
I jz wan everything hapieee then enuf le..
eventhough between us and him.

Jz a normal thingy lerh. why make it so complicated.
I don wan to care liao larh. i wont care wad will gonna happen on the future ady -_-
Jz let it be ~

Today off day. Tmr gt exam agn. so shity !
addmath and bm2 tmr. Dam moody and tired ytd night.
i WASTE over 8 hours on addmath.summore headache TT and i learn ntg.
i feel wan to giv up addmath le. sumore i realy nt interested on it. -_-
tt = learn nothing, sch = learn nothing. -.-
learn shit gt nia -__- or i learn how to chit chat in class, ponteng, eat in class, slp in class.
wadever X__x

I went 3 bookstore jz now. swt.
wasting my slping time~ LOL!
bought 3 books nia. kinda -__-|||
And! Im doing mask now. awwww. i hate it -__-
Been forced by my baka marmie. ishh
the smell. the colour -__-
dam disgusting. the smell dam 刺鼻 X__x
and my face feel 僵硬 now. swt.

Ltr still nid to piaaaaaa revision. sobz.
i hate study !! mlm :D hahahas.

-GG-
可能我猜错了吧,我知道你为大家好.
或许有些男生真的是口是心非..
不管是哪一个对我来说都很重要~
可能你只是不要为了谁就把友情/感情break it~
我体会你的关心.
也许我的想法也是有一点的小错误.
可能我自己不知道而已 :x


Tks-H DD 4 da advce.
Fucking hell no mood !!
i wan reduce stress weiiiiiiiiiiiiiii T__________T
any alcoholic drinks for me? i feel lyk wanna drunk now ==

2010年5月17日

考试第④天

Ict arghh..last few minute teacher baru giv tips :x
ishhh..! Some duno how do le. x.x
quite easy quite hard. half half :x
hahahas.

Sejarah leh? no nid say. GG liao x)
50% ppl put blank? or simply write xD
i create own story ==. simply write anything in test paper. hahahas.
I suka slp slp slp x) but whole body numb. swt -.-
my dear mirror. finaly tio rampas :x LOL!
chou Mr.chiang rampas it T___T
and hor. facebook de group - Anti Chiang realy gone le.
should be someone report 1. x.x

Today off day?! XDD
no way. == nid study aso. sobz.
tmr no exam = no nid go school x)
wakaka. can online til midnight :x
hoho x) gotta bath.
byeeeee. =)

2010年5月15日

Guaii saturday :D

Saturday :D
I stay at home to study :X
Do u believe that i gt learn tio anything? xD
hahaha.

Answer - Bo -___-
Mum nt at home. me and bro become ghost loh~
keep chat. play. watch tv. online. piano ~.~
tiiam liao. Ict i haven read finish yet. Still gt sejarah eh!

http://www.gg.com.my
AND. the burger dam big weii :X
tmr if i my weight increase 1kg i find u :x

hahaha XD

2010年5月14日

考试第③天

Oh my gosh..!
Today science paper dam f***ing hard T__T
I think that i'm gonna failed my science.
I giv up at the last minute :(

Lucky I don't have biology :x
If not i die cham cham. hmph.
I'm planning to stay at home study Ict and Sejarah tomorrow. :(

Needa read 100pages for Ict T__T
Sejarah 4 chapter i think? :/
90% fail sejarah 1 larh :D hahahas.

I don't want to study today..! As a off day :x
wakakas. Dam tired.
Having tuition tonight. Addmath. X__x

I'lll never be the same~ If we ever meet again :x

2010年5月13日

考试第②天

I cant slp well last night :(
Damned aircond nid to repair ady.
I hot sei arh!!
Keep awake. And Im sweating.
No aircond No life! :(

Today having Bm and Pm exam. Pm damn shit hard X___x
Simply write le. hmph.
Finaly aircond done repaired :D
Wakaka. Sweet dream 2night :P

I hate the temporary math teacher - Mr Liew
His face kinda fierce. see liao jiu hate :X
Hate hate hate! ask us to pass up our exercise and workbook tmr :(
Kns lurh. I havent do any yet :x

Pia my homework now! sobs D:
Kelian d me..study untill fall aslp :(
slp infront pc beh song 1 -.-
whole body numb ad. :(
dam moody too. hmph..!

I hate hamsap guys. for sure..!
Why all guys must hamsap? I jz oni noe that some of the boys wont oni.
pls don tell me that those guys no hamsap then how the baby born out.
I gt study science 1 -___-
I met the same problem wid Aaple :(
u noe i noe x) wakaka. nt funny -.-

hamsap guys don come hiao me.
im nt interested :P

I study till very tired le :( Duno why once i study. i keep fall aslp :x
I still hutang my math exercise. haven do finish gok lurh..
But im planning to giv up. hmph.
Damned teacher. Hate u! :D

2010年5月12日

考试第①天

今天天气很热..
也好累 -_-
再加上今天又是第一天考试~
我哪里有心学书呢?Aww.

我们考试之前,我们跟着号数排着坐..
知道我跟谁一起坐吗?
我的四个好朋友..哈哈哈..
好有缘分~ 一gang坐在一起..
但是是在最前面 -__-

在我写作文写到一半的时候,
我睡着了 :O
可能天气弄到我很累吧..O(∩_∩)O哈哈~

我的作文写了一大堆罗嗦的字 :x
哈哈哈~乱乱写的了,怕例题而已 :(
放学一进车就睡着了 -_-
累啊啊啊..

等下又要学书了..
不知道要不要先睡个午觉? xD

2010年5月10日

Jz finished watch 'Autumn Concerto'. At first i feel quite boring. Then i slowly feel touched for the middle part and the last part. Realy very korlian. T___T I keep cried :x No one noes =) At last hapie ending :) 真的可以体会到'Happie Family' 的感觉. I wish i can have too :(
I pia this movie for 4 day i think :O hahas. The best movie i ever watch :) Watch until i eat infront pc, do homework infront pc, sumore half study half watch movie :O
And I didnt practice my piano today. Scolded by my mum. :(
She told me that i left 2 months to practice my piano T.T Im going to have my piano exam on July. Sobs. I very scare.
Finaly i should keep my heart now. :x Put more concentrate on my study and piano. :x
Maybe it was too late. Coz School exam start on this coming Wednesday. Omg. I oni studied Moral Bidang 1's nilai. I think im going to GG. :(
Maybe i will less online. ( Try to :P)

Bye Bloggies. Miss u :)

2010年5月8日

Bo mood in the afternoon :x Argue wid XXX :x hahas.
Me,Adrian,Flora,Daryl,Asyraf,Adolf and Asyrof celebrate Adrian's Bdae in Kbox. hahas. I sang few song wid flora oni :( 2 hours are nt enuf for us. wuu. Adolf and Daryl jz oni like to sing old english song. We don like. hehh :P
Dam funny. Me and Adrian went Da Kiong to buy heineken. lol x_X
I jz try 1 tin. ishh @.@ 1 tin already can make my face red red liao. *blush* hahas :) i wan try 2 tin next time :O omg.
I saw chou shibut aka Daniel and chou pig aka Leonard outside Kbox. hahas. kns them :P Took alot pic :P Uploaded in facebook :D
Im very hapie tonight. that cause me cant slp :O hahas.
Quite tired already. Goodnite Bloggie :) Muackies~

2010年5月7日

Quite free. Jz wanna share some photo wid my Bloggie :)


In Kbox wid Kor & Dadie


[CNY] in Fanny house :)


Enjoy Free lunch at KFC :)


Our sivik teacher [Miss Bong] Nice teacher :P


The best gang i ever had XD


We're planning to do 'alam sekitar sekolah project' for moral. But the wheather was too hot :O


I take this pic is for my ah tsai didi de. hahas. SHIT :)


My mum driving skill quite pro :X eating keropok in car. hahas.


At Marmie (Siengz) House do project :)


Nvr noticed that i gt so much colour :O
TheFaceShop ❤

2010年5月6日

I hate thursday =) so many books and nid to bring PJK shirt aso =.=
Have a nice sleep during BM period when my frens having oral test =x Tiiam arh! my group haven prepare oral yet. duno whr to find the karangan. haha. 有难同当 o.O! Pn Habsah ask us to add her's facebook. Wakao. Can search but teacher set her profile become private. how to add =( I nid to add her as soon as possible. I nid to dl some files from her fb. I nid the link!! URGENT! I wanted to borow fb acc from XXX. Dam ngiao ji. Fb acc aso don lend. fb acc inside gt wad secret don let ppl noe? JS =.=
Tmr nidda pass up ICT project. Lucky i had done it ytd. Jz nid front page T___T
Today PTG agn =X jz feel that don wan to go for sejarah period. hahaha. Siengz told me that we almost tio catch o.O
Gotta bath now~ Cyas bloggie :)

From~ Bie ❤

2010年5月4日

Today is my stupid day!
I brought my phone to sch. but it's expired! =(
and I was keep forgot things today. Ishhhhhhhhhh~!!
I hate Puan Norol! Aww T________T
She changed my place =( i leave Flora and Fanny :O
She changed Aaple to the most infront =( so far..Aww. Cant always talk again liao T_T
She say we 5 girls always talking on the back. Must be some teachers complain 1. sob.
I don care I don care! I wan chg back =( Today i went Siengz house for doing ICT project =)
Wth. we doing project + facebook LOL! cham. addicted to fb niaoo.. =P

2010年5月2日

Arghh..!!! Sry about wad i've told u =( im nt sengaja de T_____T
aiks..why im so stupid tell u those things..因为我的一句话让你没心情了..Im sry.. =(
我真的是笨到没有 =(
就算我说再多的对不起也没用..都已经有了疤痕了 T___T

2010年5月1日

Labour day today! :O Nothing special. No holiday T__T Very unlucky for this year.
Sunny day~ hot sei me =(
Today quite fun. But tired. ishhh.
Went out wid mumie. Everise, h&L, Upwell, Spring ~ Leg abit pain d. Hahas.
At spring!! ishh~! saw alot frens thr =) Kim hua, Chia Ming, Nana, Alister, Yiinz, Lit Siang & his gf, Tingting, FungFen, JingFang, MayHui, Annabelle, Dora, Jing Qin, Adrian, Han Shen, Joe, Daniel & his gf :O Ps if i forgot someone =P Coz too many liao =.=
Ishh. that si kim hua. Saw wrong person :O hahaha! Make me kintio loh. when i saw. actualy not -___- swt die. hahax! Blind =P Anyway..thks for helping me aso larh =)
I done a kind thingy today :D! hahaha! Helping Daniel's gf~~ =P Seriously, i didn't help anything! LOL! She soooooo familar @~@
When i want to go home, raining! so shit! no umbrella =x LOL! Haha~ mum borow umbrella from fren =x=
Ahem ahem~ went out wid my 'pemiutang' tonight :X LOL! Mummum and makan angin :O
Eventhough im tired now. But cant slp neh == Dam active.

Btw. I go slp niao~ hahas. Goodnite every1 =)